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A Mother's Want
At 28 years old, all Sammie wants is to start a family with her husband of 3 years, Cam. Sammie has a timeline for her life. So far everything has been on track so far. Everything except a baby. As her 29th birthday approaches she realizes she is almost a year behind on having a baby at 28.
Sammie's phone rings on the counter. It's her sister, she must be going into labor again, Sammie thought. Nothing brings Sammie more joy than her niece, nephew and her new nephew. The only thing that could bring her joy is if she has a baby of her own. It's not from lack of trying, things are just not falling into place for Sammie and Cam.
It's still a boy as Sammie holds her new nephew. She begins to cry, she doesn't want to feel resentment toward her sister but it is just an unavoidable feeling.
Later on as Sammie is walking through the maternity wing of the hospital, she comes across the room where all the babies are taken after they are born to be assessed. The room has 12 newly born babies, waiting to see where life will take them. They all possess the ability to be what they want to be. For 2 babies in there, the possibility is limited.
A group of nurses are arguing over a set of twins. Sammie can slightly hear what they are saying. The mother of the twins has run away leaving the two orphaned. The nurses don't want to see the twins get be separated in the future or taken by someone who will not love them like they deserve to be loved. Sammie knows she can love these babies. She begins thinking of a plan to convince these nurses that she is a fit mother for these babies.
Sammie finds Cam sitting with their nephew in the corner. "It's beautiful." Sammie whispers to herself as she takes in the view of what she so desperately wants for herself.
"Cam, can we talk about something important?" Sammie asks hesitantly. "Sure." says Cam. Sammie explains to him the situation of what she over heard. Finally Cam says, "I'd rather we didn't do that. I want my babies to be mine." Sammie is absolute shock and disbelief can't comprehend he would say such a thing. Sammie runs back to look at the babies and weeps over what she thought was so close. As she cries, a nurse asks which is hers. She wants to point to the twins but can only cry harder. The nurse comforts Sammie until she can finally tell the nurse her situation.
The nurse goes in the nursery and Sammie heads back to her sister's room. She tells Cam she is going to stay the night with her sister since her husband has the other kids. A noise in the room wakes Sammie up in the night. She sees it is the nurse from earlier. "Psst. Sammie." the nurse is calling her o come to the hall. Behind the nurse are two small bundles. One pink. One blue."I have wiped them from the system, they have no records of belonging to the other mom. We can put you and your husbands name on their birth certificates." says the nurse.
Sammie is overcome with joy she immediately begins filling out the information to take these babies home. These faces are worth what her husband will say, Sammie thinks. The nurse informed Sammie that their mother was a drug addicted. She couldn't afford two children. The moment the papers were filled out she drove as fast as she could to get supplies babies needed. The big stuff she could worry about with Cam.
Once home Sammie carried the babies inside, picked them both up, and woke up Cam. Nearly jumping out of the bed, Cam is shocked to see the babies there in her arms. He's even more shocked to know he's a dad now. Sammie and Cam argue until the babies start crying. Cam picks up the pink blanket bundle and can feel the need to keep this baby. He can't believe this feeling. All he knows is that he can't put her down.
A month later, Sammie goes back to the hospital to find the nurse that gave her the babies. With no luck after searching through the maternity wing, she decides to head home defeated. In the parking lot she sees the nurse getting out of her car. Sammie runs to her. "Why did you choose me for the twins?" The nurse replies, "Because I knew from the way you cried and looked at them, you would love them like they deserved to be loved."
Author's Note:
I wrote this story with the idea from the story
The
Woman Who had a Bear as a Foster-Son. In the Inuit Eskimo tale, a woman
takes in a bear cub that was orphaned by his mother. I chose this story when the
title caught my eye. I think being able to be a mom is so important for a
woman. So many people are denied the chance of having their own children. I
wanted the story I wrote to have a similar plot. I also wanted the story to
have a modern and relatable storyline. It may not be the most realistic story
but I'm not completely disappointed with how it turned out. I think I might
want to add more details. I was trying to go for the short, but with just the
right amount details to make it sweet. I'm trying to use this skill more
because I tend to be too "wordy." I’m also trying to get more emotion
into my writings. I want people to feel something when they read this story. I
haven’t figured out how to make the emotion happen, I just don’t want the
reader to get to the end of the story and question what I was doing. Let me
know what you think!
Bibiography:
Eskimo Folk-Tales by Knud Rasmussen with illustrations by native Eskimo artists (1921).